there are a million and one questions that have been racing through my mind. but this time, the answers no longer interests me. i believe now. when darkness is light. and light is dark. i realise all the vague answers from one have very clear meanings now. i do not know whether i was once considered rather naive. until now, i believe i still am a very gullible person. time and time again, i am always confident of my strong and independent self but collapse at the hands of another heartbreak whether friendship or love. alas, i conclude i am only the failure of such faculties and perhaps should shunned away from it. but god is kind. it makes me learn. even though i have to take the harder route.


i've found stability. and now i stand up proudly to tell the world "i've found a good man"